Recharged

I missed writing yesterday. Between catching up on some work projects, church, a visit with J, and Sirius leading me on a merry chase around town last night, I just didn't have time to blog. It happens. I had a productive enough day yesterday that I can't beat myself up for not getting the blog … Continue reading Recharged

a break in the fighting

I was up and out early to take a friend to an appointment in Coronation, then after that it was taking laundry over to B's place since our washer is still not working. Hopefully it'll be fixed early next week, because this is getting annoying. You don't realize how much you use something until it … Continue reading a break in the fighting

Being uncommon among the common

"Be uncommon among the common people." -David Goggins. The quote above came up while I was watching a video during my workout this morning. It's a powerful statement. All through life we are taught to go along to get along. We are taught not to stand out. Com bine that with society's propensity to find … Continue reading Being uncommon among the common

Solid

Well, just over a week into summer and the weather is starting to remind me of BC for all the wrong reasons. I can't remember the last time our region has been overcast and rainy for as long as it has. The overcast has definitely not been helping my mood instability over the last few … Continue reading Solid

Progress…

Despite the moods being up and down, today has been ok. I ended up hitting the treadmill today, and ended up fast walking 3 miles while watching a podcast on Youtube. The three miles took me just over an hour to complete, and allowed me to physically work through some of my stress. The three … Continue reading Progress…

Recovery at the edge of the abyss

Mood-wise, things are still turbulent, but they seem to be easing. I'm still not in a great headspace, but it's routine battling back from the edge of the abyss. Yesterday went reasonably well. We attended our friend's wedding and I even attended the party for a short while before my senses were totally overwhelmed by … Continue reading Recovery at the edge of the abyss

War with myself

Today I'm finding my anxiety peaked and my energy level has dropped off a cliff. Not a great combination. I'm tired. I feel like I could sleep for a week. The thing that sucks is I don't know what the trigger was for this slide. Things have been going well. Work has been keeping me … Continue reading War with myself