Confidence Boost

Well, after a few lumps and bumps the theatre group got through the dress rehearsal yesterday.

Overall there performance went fairly well, though there were a couple of mis-cues with lighting. In the end, though, everything turned out pretty good, and I’m looking forward to the rest of the run.

This morning I woke up to a much needed boost of confidence. My tutor from my course I just finished, emailing me my unofficial exam marks.

I was worried about the exam. I did not have a good feeling coming out of it, and in fact was quite concerned that I would have to rewrite.

It turns out I didn’t have reason to be concerned, as I managed to score significantly better than I anticipated, finishing with an 88 per cent exam final and a 90 per cent overall on the course. That is three course credits down….way too many to go.

I need to thank everyone who has reached out, either via text or Facebook. Your support means a lot to me.

With the support I’ve received and the much needed boost in confidence I think I am well set to start the next course Mar. 1, though I know it’s not going to be easy. I know I am my own worst enemy. I second guess myself, a lot.

I know that mentallyI ‘m still in an unsettled position. I still have lot’s going on in my life between the theatre, work, and school, but between the anxiety of the exam gone, the med change helping slow things down, and the weather warming up a bit, I’m feeling more hopeful today than at any point over the last couple weeks.

I have a month to get through before my next admission. I can do this.

Kevin