Wow, am I unsettled this morning.
I don’t feel like I slept well last night, and in general I am just feeling spacey. I’m hoping it is a feeling I can shake off prior to our theatre performance this after noon.
Today we are running through the dress rehearsal before the show opens for real tomorrow with our first brunch show. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous. With how up and down my moods have been over the last few days, I’m really wishing I had more time. However, I don’t, and there is not much I can do about it.
I’ll be happy when MG and his wife get back from BC to give me a hand in the A/V booth. They should hopefully be back for tomorrow’s show.
Regardless, I just need to get through the next couple weeks. After that things should settle down some. I’ve also got an appointment with M and H early in March which should help give me an anchor point to get through the next bit.
I’m really hoping that I can keep myself going for the next bit, because right now I really do have too much going on to be able to take time away. I have a month before I’m supposed to get in touch with Dr. M, and I really don’t want to go back earlier than planned.
That said, I will do what I have to, I just really hope it doesn’t come down to it.